Friday, October 2, 2015

Tonight I fell out of love...



tears running down the sides of my face and I stare blankly at the ceiling. 
Head filled with thoughts as they bump into and fight with each other as to whom I should think upon first.
Tonight I fell out of love ...
As I tell myself how foolish I was for even letting the words develop in my head, feel in my heart and squeeze through my teeth..."I love you."
Tonight I fell out of love...
as I burn every memory. Shoving the ashes in the corners of my sub-consciousness and sweeping the remaining dust under the mats and rugs of my cerebral cortex
Tonight I fell out of  love....
As I carefully rid all the similes,metaphors, personifications, alliteration, and onomatopoeias associated with THAT L-word.
Tonight I just wanna ......
Forget and just... Be.

A new beginning.




Ever noticed when you let go off certain things and people how life starts looking up for you? 
How everything around you starts to flourish, and you feel like a brand new you? 
Sometimes we just have to clean house. 
Rid a few friendships and acquaintances and create new ones. Rid the old ideas and create more meaningful and achievable ones. 
Rid all negativity from the mind and around you, welcome and embrace positivity. 
Never give up. 
Hard work, faith and prayer works wonders, just believe. 
Never compare yourself to others. 
You don't know their story, they don't know yours. 
And most importantly love God and yourself first, everything else comes after and will fall into place once the almighty allows it.